when i was running up against a deadline for my contribution to the ongoing “when the bible doesn’t have the answer” feature in bible study magazine, struggling with what to write on, i asked my community here in berkeley. one of them suggested writing on scripture and mental illness.
having walked beside several loved ones and, more recently, students in their struggles with mental illness, i knew that’s where i needed to go.
i’m grateful for my friend kristen, former executive director of berkeley christian counselors, and all her helpful insights on this complex topic. if you or a loved one is wrestling with mental illness, i hope you will find a kristen you can speak with.
here’s the article, appearing in the current issue of bible study magazine.
working with university students in berkeley, california, i’m used to feeling in over my head. “divinity school didn’t prepare me for this,” i often find myself thinking—in response to students’ relationship struggles or their questions about vocational discernment. but nowhere has my sense of inadequacy been more acute than in my encounters with mental illness.
mental illness manifests itself in the mundane realities of university life as well as in exceptionally stressful seasons of anxiety. when a student shared with me her experience of walking in on a roommate’s suicide attempt, i realized I was working above my pay grade. i needed outside help.
fortunately, i know several licensed christian counselors in the area. i am quick to refer students to these professionals for help. and yet, hearing about students’ painful situations has led me to ask what scripture can offer those of us who serve people facing mental illness and self-destructive behavior. the gospels are replete with encounters of demonic torment, but can these stories offer any contemporary guidance?
one story has been helpful for me. all three synoptic gospels tell of Jesus visiting a farming town on the eastern shore of the sea of galilee (mark 5:1–20; matt 8:28–34; luke 8:26–39). as Jesus’ boat touches land, a tormented man runs to meet him.
this man had been living at a distance from others, among the area’s graves. His torment didn’t just play out in his relationship; it manifested itself on his body. the way Mark describes it, this man was constantly hurting himself with whatever he could find.
most translations say this man had been “bruising himself with stones” (mark 5:5). a literal translation of the greek verb meaning “to bruise” (katakopto) is “to cut up.” like so many who have sought relief in sharp objects, this tormented man cut himself with whatever was at hand. sharp stones whispered silent promises of relief.
“what is your name?” Jesus asks the man (mark 5:9). it’s an innocent enough question, but it reveals how Jesus sees a person beyond their self-destructive behavior. Jesus doesn’t allow this man’s struggle to steal his personhood. this is a man with a name, Jesus remembers—and invites us to remember—even if his torment speaks most loudly in this moment.
later, after the man is healed, shaved, and dressed, Jesus takes his leave. once again, the man sets off after him. he begs to stay with Jesus. it’s little wonder why. “go home to your friends,” Jesus says, recognizing again that this man is more than his torment. the man has a community who loves him, Jesus assumes, who will want to celebrate his recovery. “tell them how much the Lord has done for you,” Jesus says, “and what mercy he has shown you” (mark 5:19).
people struggling with mental illness and suicidal thoughts should seek the help of a qualified counselor, but those of us who name Christ as Lord have the responsibility to honor their personhood and seek their healing, using the best resources available. we are also called to persist in hope. this account of Jesus’ encounter with someone struggling with self- destructive behavior has helped me to not lose sight of the individual behind the struggle.
the prophet micah paints a portrait of the fulfillment of time, when women and men from all over the world will stream to the site of God’s in-breaking kingdom on earth. on that day, micah tells us, those whom this world has made weary will find rest. instruments of pain will finally be transformed for good ends.
“in that day, saith the Lord, I will gather her that is bruised, and will receive her that is cast out” (mic 4:61).